Adventure Travel Tucson: Why Am I Doing This? - Part 3
May 19, 2001 - Tucson, AZ
Here I go again. Questioning. Wondering. Again from my current perspective. This time the thrill and excitement of it all has waned. I’m struggling with my writing at the moment.
In the last seven weeks I have not completed and posted a single journal entry! Not that I haven’t started any… there are photos, titles, outlines and notes for at least six entries. I could complete them and continue but I’m just not into it!
The homepage on the other hand is complete and very cool. All it needs is some new content! Not that much to ask… or is it? I just haven’t followed through to completion. I seem to have multiple personalities. A part of me wants to complete these things and forge ahead. “Come on, you can do it Mark.” Another part, more dominant at the moment says, “**** it. I just don’t wanna. I ain’t into it.”
Two voices. Two little birdies. A good angel and a bad? Very distinct. Not headed in the same direction. Perhaps some mediation or outside intervention is in order. Have both sides state their case and come up with some sort of compromise. The ‘**** it’ guy is not even interested in participating. The spokesperson for the Anti-Nike movement, “Just **** it!!”
Well folks, that’s all there is to say. Tune in again soon to see if the stalemate is ever broken and the writer is able to push through to complete anything.
Hmm. That feels complete! It’s done! I finished an entry… I think there’s hope!
